Big girls don’t cry

      

Today I am gonna talk about time. I am gonna talk about the speed of our present.

Isn’t it just a contradiction between an unforgettable past and a idealized future?

Isn’t it similar with the mix for a known drink. 

Margherita. 

Sweet and sour.

As time.

 Since I was a little girl, I had a thing for people. I loved to be around them, to communicate and to exchange ideas. As I was a child in search for everything this life has to offer, I was unable to say no to most of the things in my life.
Why would you think?

I am sure that is related to my childhood memories. I strongly believe that my parents responded negative to so many issues I had a problem on, that I was so used with a “No” as an answer that I couldn’t say it for myself.
I couldn’t say no
to:
people,
workplaces,
situations,
life,
everything

I am telling you this, dear reader, because I want to share with you the effects of the word ‘no’ into everyday life.
I couldn’t say no to friends. Some friendship broke
I couldn’t say no to my workplace. I was so tired that I couldn’t handle life
I couldn’t say no to situations. They might had had bad endings
I couldn’t say no to life. This translates in the best effect of ‘no’
Because by approving every situation life is throwing in me, I have learned so many things that I wouldn’t trade them for anything else.  I will continue to learn what my pathway says that I need.
I said in the beginning that we are going to talk about  time. Time is in the back shadow of everything I put on this paper.
Time is people
workplaces
situations
life
everything


All my life I was drowned  in other things that I forgot that time flies in a blink of an eye. As humans, we tend to materialize everything.  Money. Work. Places. Even human relations.We are selling our time for money.  We are working in activities that don’t define us.  We don’t even believe in them.
Or in us.
We get lost

But we’ll find the way again
Time will show us